I must be willing to give up what I am in order to become what I will be” - Einstein
Studying sucks the life out of me.
Can’t wait till summer.
(via starwarsfuckyeah)
My favorite Batman movie. I know, typical. But when something is good, it’s good.
(Source: tictacstastegood, via middlechildswag)
starry night
Sometimes I feel this emotion. Emotion not as a reaction but as a mental state. It makes my head hurt ever so slightly. Part of my brain feels like it wants to be in a “bad” mood but the other part is too tired. My brain is taking something in. Like watching television on mute. There’s lots going on but I can’t hear it.
_Vincent Van Gogh’s Starry Night.
(one of my favorites)
Snowboarding in Mammoth 2/16/13
Work flow
I have more responsibilities at work now. I still dont know all there is to know to make it go smoothly and there is not really anyone there to teach me. I’m thinking, “muscle through it”. My partner is knocked up and her schedule is now only calling for part time. So even when her side of the job comes in and she doesnt finish, it is my job to finish because i’m kind of her supervisor. Turns out there are things pending that should be done. And my work load doesn’t let me move. Today i have no time for coffee or breakfast let alone lunch. I leave work to go to school and i burst out in tears in my car because my boss let me have it. The girl that used to do my job has different responsibilities…not more. My boss asks if she has been helping me…I said, “no, this isnt her job anymore”. I didnt tell him that she is hell bent on not doing anything that isnt her job because she feels like it would mean that she would get stuck doing ALL of the work eventually. She wont do it unless they give her more money. They just gave us raises..she wasnt happy with hers…shit, I wasnt happy with mine.
But I should be grateful though. I dont know what is wrong with me. This time last year I was not making any fun money. I’m just getting caught up.
Sorry i just needed to vent. Math was canceled. Means I went home to rest for 2 hours. Still got homework, class, research, etc.
less glamourous: I eat in the car mostly. On my way to work. On my way to school. Commuter shit.
My day in a nutshell.
(Source: lobotomita, via starwarsfuckyeah)
Good late dinner.
