The type of thief you can't arrest

New years eve + tequila= horrible. 

I’m horrible. 

New Years Resolution Time!

okay, so I’m pretty good at these haha I kept all my New Years resolutions for this last year. Finished the year with a GPA above 3.0, got another car (my old one died was donzo  December of last year), got a big girl job, and even my then farfetched goal of moving out was accomplished.  The main obstacles of this last year were lack of time, anxiety, and emotional road bumps.

My anxiety was worse than last year.  My body responded to the stress and I freaked the fuck out. I paid attention to every vein, every ache, blood shot eye, EVERYTHING. Pretty much I thought I was dying when i was just tired. All this and I was still drinking! I didnt have time to work out or eat well so I thought, ” shit why Im i so tired?” and “why are my arms so weak?”. It was just that I wasn’t working out and my muscles subsided. I wasnt in shape and I thought I was falling apart when in reality I was just not pushing my body to maintain. 

I got good grades but it was all because I didnt have to work shitty retail hours anymore. Had work all day and then school till 930 at night. Home by 1015. 

With my schedule being somewhat demanding for a lazy broad like me, I had the emotional span of a tomato plant. So I wasn’t really trying to be understanding in many of the situations or trying to be “above” it. I was down there in the dirt, with a bad attitude, and easy outs.

So my New Years resolutions; 

1. Eat more.  I’ll be able to handle stress if I’m balanced, diet wise. So eat more often/better.

2. SAVE FOR BRAZIL 2014

3. Sleep more. I already set up my work/school schedule to make this possible next year.

4. Work out more. I see a correlation between my lack of running and my high stress level. I kind of need to run in order to not lose my marbles!

5. Take care of those who took good care of me this last year. I had so much help achieving my goals. My best friend for getting me the interview, always listening to my fucken theories, and  every time I was acting like a pussy, she would straight out tell me so. My boyfriend for dealing with my loose screws. I’m a fucken hand full. I’m mostly all fun and games but when i’m not…good God. He has been delicate with my moods since we met and I have to change so that I wont take advantage of his good nature. It’s stressing being this short fused, anyway. My brother and sister always have my back. Always make me feel like i’m apart of something special. They keep me grounded and I really appreciate that. I just want to be the person that they know I can be and a good example for the younger two.

6. Straight A’s Spring Semester. 

7. Pay off my car.

Busy year, huh? haha 

is over and done…Christmas too! So I’m about to post up some pics that I didnt get to post cause of the busy two months. Plus, I havent posted many pics.